[It's only slight but it's enough to begin to wake Hikaru up. He knows he's up against somebody and that isn't unusual. Mostly asleep, he thinks he might be with Kaoru in their room. But it doesn't take long for Hikaru to realize that this person isn't Kaoru and this most definitely isn't his room. Then he remembers where he is and he remembers going to Tamaki's bed when he couldn't stand to be alone any longer.
Hikaru doesn't want to open his eyes because once he does, it's over. There's absolutely no way they won't somehow destroy this. Hikaru tells himself Tamaki will say something dumb and make it weird but in reality, it's most likely Hikaru that will do something. After all, Tamaki has had the sense to just let Hikaru lay here and not complain. If the roles were reversed, Hikaru definitely would have whined about Tamaki coming into his bed and taking up most of it.
Tamaki was kind and maybe too kind for his own good but Hikaru respected it even if he would never say that out loud.
It's only a couple of minutes before Hikaru loses the battle and opens his eyes, trying very hard to avoid Tamaki's.] Don't make this weird.
[Didn't he know that by saying that, he would be the one making it weird? No, he wouldn't.]
❰ yes, this onus for the weirdness is suddenly on him -- or it would be if tamaki thought this was at all weird, totally understanding exactly why hikaru decided to crawl into bed with him. ❱
It's alright, Hikaru. ❰ and for a split second, maybe hikaru can believe that. but it's only a few moments before, ❱ It's perfectly normal for a son to want to sleep with his father from time to time.
❰ just ask yourself: would it be tamaki if he wasn't like this? ❱
[It is just like Tamaki. Later, he may think back on it and laugh. At some moment, he will be grateful for Tamaki for not putting focus on what's actually going on here and be comforted by the fact that Tamaki did simply let him into his bed and never made a big deal about it. It would be easy to make fun of him.
But right now?
Right now he sighs and gets out of the bed because that seems like the only correct response.]
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Hikaru doesn't want to open his eyes because once he does, it's over. There's absolutely no way they won't somehow destroy this. Hikaru tells himself Tamaki will say something dumb and make it weird but in reality, it's most likely Hikaru that will do something. After all, Tamaki has had the sense to just let Hikaru lay here and not complain. If the roles were reversed, Hikaru definitely would have whined about Tamaki coming into his bed and taking up most of it.
Tamaki was kind and maybe too kind for his own good but Hikaru respected it even if he would never say that out loud.
It's only a couple of minutes before Hikaru loses the battle and opens his eyes, trying very hard to avoid Tamaki's.] Don't make this weird.
[Didn't he know that by saying that, he would be the one making it weird? No, he wouldn't.]
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It's alright, Hikaru. ❰ and for a split second, maybe hikaru can believe that. but it's only a few moments before, ❱ It's perfectly normal for a son to want to sleep with his father from time to time.
❰ just ask yourself: would it be tamaki if he wasn't like this? ❱
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But right now?
Right now he sighs and gets out of the bed because that seems like the only correct response.]
Bye. This never happened.